“Looking forward to tomorrow”. Alternate version of “Dear Bobbie”

So many days and months and years spent with you who stole my heart. It’s almost like my whole life was spent by your side.

Once upon a time, so long ago it seems like a dream. I tought i could never fall in love, but when i met you and…

Knock!

Did you know ? That you’re the one who showed me that life is something precious

Knock!

You opened that door.

Remember our wrinkles increasing one by one each day, i’ll always be looking forward to tomorrow if it’s spent having fun with you.

As our wrinkles continue to keep increasing, your smile always a bit wider than yesterday’s and it will always keep on growing.

So let’s just let nature take it’s course.

So many days and months and years spent with you who stole my heart. It’s almost like my whole life was spent by your side.

And so many more to come, i simply can’t wait.

“One day when i pass away, you must promise you will smile” that’s what we said to each other, sealed with our pinkies.

“Please marry me!” a size nine diamond ring, in a small box ,you were on one knee.

“It suits you so well”.

Remember, our wrinkles increasing one by one each day.

The sky’s a soft palette of oranges and pinks. The tears continue to flow down.

As our wrinkles continue to keep increasing. There’s no taking, no giving, nothing like that, no… as long as we are here together.

It feels like this could last forever.

Maybe i was wrong to think that something like this wouldn’t end, but still. I just refuse to believe that what we coud leave each other now.

So, let’s promise once more, let’s take another oath. Remember…

Finally, it’s now the day of your passing out. Your wrinkled hand stretches out, raching toward me and it’s time to say goodbye now.

And the tears, they just won’s stop, i’m like a baby but i won’t forget our promise, i will smile.

You looked into my eyes and you said “i’ve never seen you so beautiful… and i’ve never been so happy”. With those last words, you then closed your eyes.

Meanwhile in an alternate universe…

…when you texted someone at night and never get any replies ‘til tomorrow morning because they already fall asleep.

That makes me happy, really happy… yippie yay !!

                

Last post tonight

Nah, i forgot what i’m gonna write…

My bad, no… my ‘short-term memory loss’ bad.

Goodnight univ… no wait, i’m going to watch the football match tonight first.

That awkward moment…

…is when you meet a person with the same face of your friend.

It happens every’fucking’time.

You know that, when you’re accidentally met a random person, looking practically identical to one of your friends, in random places and then you suddenly calling his/her name… and then, oh crap he/she is the other person, a stranger to you.

Maybe they are twins ?or the person that i just met was his/her doppleganger ? a shapeshifter ? o crap too much watching supernatural.
       

Singing the song

It’s cooold tonight, i caaan’t close my eyes…

Singing the song of Asphoria’s ‘Brilliant Colors Of The Night’.

It is cold but sorry dude i’m gonna close my eyes. Feeling sleepy.

Goodnight Universe. Goodnight Atlas…

Getting things done

Doing things… yeah people always do that.

There are things that “must be done”, “hasn’t done yet…”, and “can’t be done”. I dunno if there are more of it.

Never have problem with them because most of the time, whenever i have things to do, i make sure it’ll be done. The problem is when i’m thinking too much of it, then it’ll become more complicated than what you’ll think. The point is you have to do it before you thinking too much then it’ll scrambled your brain away, and in the end you’ll end up doing nothing.

And also when you have done many things in your ‘life’ but you didn’t get feedback, you’ll end up saying “what should i do, what should i do…”.

I dunno what i’m thinking right now.

I hope i’m thinking about “how to get the things done” without hoping the feedback or scrambled my brain away.